What is this strange mood I’m feeling? It’s not depression but why do I feel sad? If anything I should feel frustration. But instead I feel. Alone. No not literally. There is another presence besides my own in this room. But in an emotional sense. I feel empty. It’s not me longing to be in a relationship. It’s more like I feel people don’t get me. As much as I may sound like an emo teenager. It’s true.
In my mind, I pictured a scene. Straight out of something from ‘Book of Eli’. There’s a long road. No turns. Just a straight path. The surrounding of that road is barren. Dry, empty, and lifeless. On that road is me. Walking in one direction. Without a purpose. As I continued walking the sun came down and my shadow grew as the world around me seemed to get darker and darker eventually becoming a dark realm. There were no stars to light up the sky. Just darkness.
Looking at the guy walking on the path I feel I can relate to his emotions. He’s alone with only his shadow as company. At the end of the day, the only one who truly understands my emotions is the shadow alongside me.
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