Let God's Love be With You

...and you'll never see that title on my blog till I'm a born again Muslim.

Anyhow, just another boring sleepy week. *Sigh*

When is my car coming!?

Damn you Kedah JPJ guy.

I noticed I have a knack for being depressed from out of nowhere. Like an addiction to depression. I just sit in my room alone and without a sound I'll just feel depressed. This used to help a lot with my KOI writings. But now that everything is wonderful in the KOI Universe. I have no use for this depressive nature of mine.

I guess it all started with 'The Crow'. I've made it no secret that 'The Crow' is my favorite movie of all-time. Considering I haven't watched the whole Lord of The Rings or Matrix trilogies or The Shawshank Redemption, I'd say my movie savvy ain't as good as most people (I even thought Edward Scissorhand was mentally disturbing). Anyway, The Crow is a pretty sad movie based on the comic where the main character cuts himself out of depression but he's an undead so it heals up pretty fast. With that said, I guess it's no wonder why I'm often moody.

Also, I recently made a playlist on my iTunes entitled 'Sleep Tunes' which encompasses the following:

1. No More Wishing - Hayley Taylor
2. Forever and Always (Piano Version) - Taylor Swift
3. In The Sun - Joseph Arthur
4. Candles - Hey Monday
5. Lucy - Skillet
6. Fireflies - Owl City
7. Invisible Man - 98 Degrees
8. Unraveling - Julianne Hough
9. All We Ever Do is Say Goodbye - John Mayer
10. Friends, Lovers, or Nothing - John Mayer
11. Confessions (Part II) - Usher
12. Burn - Usher

In case you haven't guessed it, Sleep Tunes is a playlist which helps me sleep.

Take out Owl City and every song in there is bound to make someone depressed.

I tear before sleeping as well. Every night, after half an hour I shed a single tear or more even if I'm happy. So I Googled 'Tears in Sleep' and found a poem.

Man I should really see someone about this issue.

Later.

P.S: Before you start judging my music taste, Usher in 2004 was good. Invisible Man is meaningful in the lyrics department and Julianne Hough...is well...er...boring...so she helps me sleep. She was good once but then she sounded way to much like Miley Cyrus.